May 3rd, 2010

Cross Epoch

never...

first, they said "it's okay" "it didnt matter" to me.. and just only one night, all the words are vanish!! they blame me.. they thought  i dont hurt inside, they thought i didnt sad?? i'm stress!! i'm desperate.. but they didnt see it! they just see what they want to see, which is i'm enjoy and happy with this situation, and i didnt do some action to fix it! they also bring the past, bring some issue about my lack of study.. please, give me some break.. i'm just tired.. i'm doing my best! i'm trying! i'm just ordinary human, i'm not perfect!

oh god, why did they never understand me? did they love me? may be, never..